hi :) i'm feeling more optimistic, than the past few weeks! its as if i know that things will get better and not seem so bleak, if i possess the right attitude in facing it. i hope you're doing well too, whoever you are!

actually, i shouldn't have been happier than before, because some things have turned for the worse, but i'm facing them with the right mindset. :) the june holidays has arrived! its not much of a holiday for students, especially for those in junior colleges, because the common tests come immediately after it. this means its a time given for us to study and make full use of. i find it a little hard to sit at the same table to study for long periods of time, but i guess that's the challenge! to sit and concentrate on your bio, chem, geog, or whatever notes you have. let's work hard together, mustn't be lazy already haha. :)

aside from studies, cca-wise, i cannot go for softball trainings anymore, because of my skin. but i have found another to replace it. i'll be going for SnT from now onwards, and i'll work hard to be involved and committed in it. thank you softballers, for having been such good teachers and for helping me be a part of the team! i love you all, and will remember you always.

my grandfather's very sick. he has late-stage cancer, i don't know how long more he'll be able to stay with us. my mother and i have been to see him at the hospital, and he looks very frail. though i'm not able to communicate with him because he speaks only cantonese, i hope to be at the hospital to see him as much as i can.

i hope my family and friends will stay safe and sound, and stay healthy. :) my health's not very good, have had a few periods when i had shortness of breath. i think it may be asthma attacks, but its not very serious, its only that its very hard to breathe during those periods. i have my inhaler with me, but the medicine does not kick in very fast. i hope i'll stay fine, because there are so many things i want to do, and aspire to be when i grow up. i'll take care of myself. :)

to all my friends, enjoy your holidays! take very good care of yourselves and stay healthy. and most of all, be happy. i love you all! :D